As weird as this may sound, human beings are complex enough that parasitic energetic entities can latch on. When you are not paying Attention, they can eat the time, energy, and intentions of your life, devouring your love and life-joy. Possibility Coaches and Possibility Trainers have been helping people to change their Agreements with Demons for over 20 years. Now we are finally willing to talk about it and share what we know.
What is that in the photo? A Demon? Or a Demonslayer?
Ah, now! This is a tricky question that has been used to burn 'whiches'. Which are you?
Human beings are designed by Gaia (the Local Field Of Consciousness Of Earth) to be able to become more and more conscious - meaning to have 'aware of their awareness'. One side-effect of having designed-in potential for the Evolution Of Consciousness is that: if the potential is not used consciously by you, then it can be used by something else.
Potential is potential.
For example, if you turn on your computer and your computer is connected to the internet either by electrical cable or by WiFi, then if your computer is not guarded by a Virus Protection system, the valuable memory-space and computing-capacity of your computer can be hijacked and used - even sold - by other computors.
Another example is if you transfer electronic 'money' from one of your bank accounts to another of your own bank accounts, or from your bank account to someone else's bank account, the 'money' itself may take days to arrive in the new bank account. The bank may tell you that your 'money' is 'in transit', but this is a completely fake and deceitful term, because a transfer from one account to another account through the banking computers in reality takes only seconds to accomplish. What happens in the meantime is that your bank hijacks your money in various schemes and uses its potential to make more money for themselves by loaning your funds to individuals or organizations (actually, to their computer programs) who are busy making rapid turn-around (many times per second) currency-exchange or stock-option investments. They can double your money, or create interest or profit (buy low, sell high) many times over with your money without your awareness while your funds are 'in transit'. (You authorized the bank to do this with your money as explained in the 'fine print' of the 'terms and agreements' document that you automatically 'sign' by using their banking services.)
WHAT IS A 'DEMON'?
Here is an excerpt of S.P.A.R.K.135, which starts with the Distinction: God did not rest on the seventh day.
(By the way, the idea for this S.P.A.R.K. Distinction comes from Goldfish Bowl, a 1942 short story by Robert A. Heinlein, published in the Menace From Earth anthology. Aliens live on Earth undetected in a cloud formation over the Pacific Ocean until a young scientist and his colleague figure out they must be there. While trying to investigate the scientists are captured. The aliens stick them naked in a heated 'fishbowl' environment and feed them fish-food-cheesy-stuff each day, invisibly cleaning up their messes when they sleep. After many years the older scientist dies. The next 'day' the body is gone. The younger scientist deduces that the aliens simply drop the body into the ocean below. Desperate to get a message back to humans that 'we are not alone', he tears off bits of fingernail and painstakingly scratches his skin to leave scars that spell: Beware. Creation took eight days. He hopes that when he dies and his body is discarded, someone might find the message and take action.)
Did you ever notice how, even after years of personal development work, learning to be Centered, getting okay with your parents, taking Radical Responsibility for your life, Observing Yourself, etc., there are still times when you feel exhausted, cranky, depressed, overwhelmed, or self-destructive, seemingly for no reason at all? You may think that if you could just solve some vague problem these states would go away. But they don’t. They return mysteriously over and over again. Did you ever have that? Do you know someone else like that who sneaks off and hides out without explanation?
This SPARK suggests that perhaps these states do not originate in a childhood trauma which will vanish if treated with an Emotional Healing Process. Something entirely different could be at work here, something about which modern culture offers few useful distinctions. This SPARK presents the Theory of Parasitic Entities and the possibility of becoming a Trigger Hunter.
If we use the Christian creation story as our metaphor here, then we world say: God did NOT rest on the seventh day. The implication is: not all life forms in the galactic food web have physical bodies. Some are 'dissipative structures', defined as: 'structures that are sustained by energy flowing through them' (such as a tornado, a memory, or a culture). This was described by Ilya Prigogine, a Belgian physical chemist, in his Theory of Dissipative Structures, which incidentally won him the Nobel Prize in 1977.
Spinning a vortex in the General Field of Consciousness can create a ‘consciousness singularity’, some of which sustain themselves by sucking energy out of organic life forms, such as you.
Each of us creates a Survival Strategy to help us survive our childhood. Often a Survival Strategy has the intention of self-disempowerment.
Why disempowerment? Because, if you have too much energy you might use it to change something around in your life. In addition to freaking out your parents and teachers with your power of creation, your Survival Strategy (your Box) also freaks out thinking that if anything changes in your world, you may not survive.
Therefore, a very clever Survival Strategy is to remove your excess energy by attracting energetic vampire entities to come suck out your life-force in order to keep everything the same. After figuring out how to do this, you forget your brilliant achievement and the vampire disempowerment procedure continues unabated until today.
Yes, you do survive, but you do not actually get to Live. This may be about to change for you.
In short, we define a 'Demon' as a 'parasitic energetic entity', a toroidal ball of consciousness that hangs together because it spins, surviving by consuming other unconscious, semi-conscious, or conscious energies. Depending on its species, a Demon generally has the intelligence of a mosquito, tick, leech, or tapeworm, in other words, enough intelligence to find its food, eat, and reproduce itself. If you have ever been alone with a mosquito in a room, you may admit that, small as the brain of a mosquito is, it can often outsmart you.
WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF DEMONS?
A seminar participant once asked Lee Lozowick, "Does the devil exist?"
Lee's answer was immediate and clear, "Only in the human mind."
Ever since humans started making ceremonies and rituals to appease the gods so that rain would come, the crops would be plentiful, an enemy would be vanquished, an illness or plague would vanish, babies would be born, or desired love would flourish, human traits have been added to the Bright Principles and Shadow Principles. Even the religious conceptions of some kind of 'Goddess' or 'God' is anthropomorphism of the most banal sort. In Possibility Management, the healing and transformation work peels off all the stories and drops them into a black hole. What remains is far simpler to negotiate with.
Yet laughing in the face of the energetic world is to ignore Consequences, Coincidences, Caution, and Chaos... in other words, not very smart. How can you keep things clear and workable in your daily life of creating Nonmaterial Value without devoting most of your time, energy, and Attentions towards battling the Dark Side?
One approach is to educate yourself about what might be going on that you are not aware that you are not aware of. The Universe is more complex than our logical mind can wrap itself around. There is more going on than meets the eye.
Trying to ignore the Underworld is like thinking that your garden will produce amazing fruit, flowers, vegetables and herbs even if the soil is dead and dried out. A human being on the Adulthood Path needs strong skills for navigating all 3 Worlds, the Upperworld of consciousness, the Middleworld of actions, and the Underworld of unconsciousness.
Thinking that you can bypass the Underworld and go straight to the Upperworld is like thinking you can visit your inlaws for Kwanzaa / Chanukkah / Tete / Christmas and trigger no psycho-emotional reactivity. Good luck with that.
It can take special efforts to gain competence in Underworld Navigation from a culture that classifies the Underworld as 'evil'. You will not receive Underworld Navigation Training from those who view themselves as 'the good people', 'the saved ones'.
Modern culture says 'evil people are evil' and 'we are not evil people', and then rampantly promotes Unconscious Gremlins and Psychopaths to the highest levels of power in all of their hierarchical organizations.
Modern culture does not not distinguish between Contaminated and Uncontaminated Adult Ego Estates. Modern culture does not distinguish spaces that are contexted Radical Responsibility that disallow uninitiated Gremlins from having any authority.
You have been shown no role models for Initiated Adults. You received no training even at post-graduate University for tracking down and cornering Demons so they cannot cause harm in your life, or the lives of others.
The Purpose of any Demon is the same as the purpose of any life form: to survive.
The Purpose of this Healing and Transformation work is to grow up out of the adolescent Survival mode, and step-by-step along the Path consciously Build Matrix and gain Distinctions and Skills to create and navigate 'Living Full Out' while also providing Authentic Adulthood Intiations for others.
In this Work, you can think of it this way: A mosquito needs blood to survive. Do you want it to be your blood that it drinks?
The Vampire approaches you and pitifully moans, "Oh, I am so hungry... I only need a small drop of blood to survive... You have so much warm blood... You are so lucky... I crave your blood... You do not need it all... Won't you give me just a small bit of your blood so I can survive too?"
WHAT SHOULD YOU DO ABOUT YOUR DEMONS?
Actually, your Demons are just fine the way they are. There may be nothing to do about them.
By now you are quite familiar with your own life patterns and Survival practices. You could Survive for the rest of your life without doing anything about your Demons. Then the rest of your life would go along quite like your life has already been going along. If you are reading this website, your life is not too bad. You have enough free time, energy, and attention to explore what is really going on. This is a rare and precious piece of good luck for you. Or perhaps - as I would suggest - your good skill.
Meaning, if you have enough free time, energy, and attention to be studying up about the theory and practice of dealing with 'Demons', then you may have enough free time, energy, attention, and Intention to make some Experimental changes.
It is not that you 'should', you 'have to', you 'must' change anything about yourself or your life. There is not actually anything 'bad' or 'wrong' or 'stupid' about implementing a Survival Strategy that includes handing over your 5 Bodies to one or another form of energetic vampire entity to try to continue to assure your survival, that is, if your prefer 'surviving' more than 'living'.
For many Millenia, Homo sapiens sapiens have roamed the 'Cool Green Hills Of Earth'... (a phrase borrowed from the title of a Robert A. Heinlein story, and also his poem of the same name, which goes like this:
Let the sweet fresh breezes heal me As they rove around the girth Of our lovely mother planet Of the cool, green hills of Earth.
We rot in the moulds of Venus, We retch at her tainted breath. Foul are her flooded jungles, Crawling with unclean death.
We've tried each spinning space mote And reckoned its true worth: Take us back again to the homes of men On the cool, green hills of Earth.
The arching sky is calling Spacemen back to their trade. ALL HANDS! STAND BY! FREE FALLING! And the lights below us fade.
Out ride the sons of Terra, Far drives the thundering jet, Up leaps a race of Earthmen, Out, far, and onward yet ---
We pray for one last landing On the globe that gave us birth; Let us rest our eyes on the fleecy skies And the cool, green hills of Earth.
With tears of grief in my eyes from knowing the current situation of these 'cool green hills of Earth' which are, in the hands of these various below-listed forms of human Demons, heating up at an unprecedented and unstoppable rate, I repeat...
...for many hundreds of Millenia, Homo sapiens have roamed the Earth, while the whole time being infested with parasites.
Fleas, tapeworms, ticks, mosquitos, viruses, bacteria, beliefs / superstitions, Standard Human Intelligence Thoughtware (S.H.I.T.), advertising jingos, lawyers, and Demons are all part of the human ecological condition, until you wake up, stop being naïve, increase your Agency, and take care of yourself enough to avoid these things, most of the time.
ZOMBIES, GREMLINS, AND DEMONS
We have all heard the words Zombie, Gremlin and Demon before, but what meaning is given to them in the Context of this conversation?
To be clear, the term 'Context' refers to the level of responsibility being taken in a Space or in a Gameworld. In the spectrum of Responsibility one can name five points of reference:
Denying Responsibility: Trying to avoid responsibility. Trying to ignore responsibility.
Child Level Responsibility: Making messes with no intention at all of ever cleaning them up.
Adult Level Responsibility: Trying to take a 'fair' level of responsibility. Doing your share.
High Level Responsibility: Taking responsibility even if it is not balanced, not fair.
Radical Level Responsibility: Taking unlimited Responsibility. Being at Source. Causing it to be this way.
Radical Responsibility is where what is, is, with no story attached. It is impossible to be a victim. There is no such thing as a problem. Strategies such as blaming, complaining, assuming / expecting, resentment, etc. have no power, because they have nothing to stand on. The Reason is not the cause.
In the Context of Radical Responsibility, a 'Zombie' is someone who claims to be unaware of, or to tries to avoid responsibility for, the Values of the Gameworlds they participate in. For example, if someone is in the sales or marketing department of a company that sells heat-resistant paints, and their paint is used by a motor manufacturer whose generators are installed in military vehicles, then a Zombie would try to stay in denial that they have dedicated their life to building war machines.
In the Context of Radical Responsibility, your 'Gremlin' can either be 'uninitiated' or 'initiated'. In the uninitiated condition, your Gremlin does everything it can to defend your Survival StrategyBox to keep things the same in your life so that you can continue to survive. Uninitiated Gremlin destroys any chances of Healing, or Evolution that come from participating in Emotional Healing Processes (EHP) or evolutionary trainings. Your Uninitiated Gremlin undermines being vulnerable, being present, being intimate, etc. and prefers to compete, try to be right, make others wrong, tries to win, tries to make others loose, all in the service of its Hidden Purpose made up of Shadow Principles. Uninitiated Gremlin chooses its own diet of Gremlin foods, especially Low Drama feeding frenzies.
In the Context of Radical Responsibility, a 'Demon' is an unconscious habit-pattern entity from the Underworld ecology which lives inside of you or around you and thrives on not being seen. Your Demons devour your energies and attentions whenever you are not clear enough to avoid their traps.
HOW TO BE A DEMONSLAYER?
To slay something requires youbeing close enough to make accurate distinctions and take effective actions.
Getting 'close enough' depends on your Hunting skills. Central to upgrading your Hunting skills is learning about Noticing, and learning about your Prey. Thus begins the Demonslayer's Handbook...
(Just for the hell of it... (no pun intended) I googled the book title which 'I' just invented above, and found a 3-volume series authored by Tracee Dunblazier called Demonslayer's Handbook, which seem reasonably written, based on years of creating practical Clarity and Possibility for other people, therefore possibly valuable in this work. I ordered the first two volumes so as to check them out. If anyone is already working with these, please let us know...)
Becoming a Demonslayer who provides authentic value in helping others, begins with a minimum of 13 years of slaying your own Demons. The Purpose of 'slaying your own Demons' is not only to 'clean up Dodge City' as the Sheriff of Dodge City might say, but also to get the 'lay of the land' and to learn as many local 'Indian tricks' as possible for staying alive in a lifeless territory.
Thirteen years... goes by quickly in this work. There are so many inner and outer treacheries to face. After a while you end up being a Spaceholder with a Sword that is sharpened on two sides in one hand, and in the other hand a highly activated Bullshit Detector.
Most times, cloven Demons do not sprout whole new Demons from their cloven Parts (as the Sorcerer's Apprentice's bits of chopped up broom spring back to life, each as a reinvigorated new whole broom carrying the same task as was being carried out by the original broom that was hacked to bits...) but then, making generalizations about what Demons will or won't do ignores the obvious, which is that Demons live in the same Universe as we do, and the purpose of this Universe in Evolution.
This means that ever since the beginning of humankind, Demons have been evolving right along with us.
You start becoming a Demonslayer by Hunting and facing down your own Demons.
It helps while Hunting Demons to distinguish two kinds of non-Demons and four kinds of Demons. These distinctions are outlined in detail on this website.
With regards to the conscious and unconscious Agreements you have made to permit yourself being consumed as Demon fodder... you have various potential kinds of Agency. Notice, I said 'potential' Agency... the implication being that Agency does not arise our of nothing for free. The Universe does not simply hand out free Agency. You develop Agency personally, with the skin of your ass on the line, usually the long, hard, slow painful way. But Agency exists. For example:
Our wish is to Stand by you in your Quest to reconsider new options for living.
Below we map-out what we have discovered so far about Demons, particularly how they might be currently interfering with your aliveness and what you can effectively do about that, if you should decide to.
On the other hand, you do not have to do anything about your Demons. You can simply stand back and keep letting them 'do' you.
Hungry ghosts are the demon-like creatures described in Buddhist, Taoist, Hindu, Sikh, and Jain texts as the remnants of the dead who are afflicted with insatiable desire, hunger or thirst as a result of bad deeds or evil intent carried out in their life times. Found in every part of the Far East, from the Philippines to Japan and China, Thailand, Laos, Burma, India and Pakistan, they are universally described as human-like wraiths with mummified skin, narrow withered limbs, grossly bulging stomachs, long thin necks and tiny mouths.
Defined by a fusion of rage and desire, tormented by unfulfilled cravings and insatiably demanding impossible satisfactions, hungry ghosts are condemned to inhabit shadowy and dismal places in the realm of the living. Their specific hunger varies according to their past karma and the sins they are atoning for. Some can eat but find it impossible to find food or drink. Others may find food and drink, but have pinhole mouths and cannot swallow. For others, food bursts into flames or rots even as they devour it. Japanese hungry ghosts called gaki must eat excrement while those called jikininki are cursed to devour human corpses. According to Hindu tradition, hungry ghosts may endlessly seek particular objects, emotions or people, those things that obsessed them or caused them to commit bad deeds when they were living: riches, gems, children, even fear or the vitality of the living.
The desires of hungry ghosts are never satisfied and they must endlessly seek gratuity from the living. They can also cause misfortune to those whose chi energy is depleted or whose luck is bad. Some are driven seek to possess weak-willed men and women so as to dispossess their souls and take over their bodies, all the better to eat and drink with. In addition to hunger, hungry ghosts may suffer from immoderate heat and cold; the moon scorches them in summer, while the sun freezes them in winter, adding to their torment. The suffering of these creatures resembles that of the souls condemned to hell, but they are distinguishable by the fact that the damned are confined to the subterranean realm while hungry ghosts can occupy the world of the living.
In Buddhism, hungry ghosts are often seen as a metaphor for those individuals who are following a path of incorrect desire, who suffer from spiritual emptiness, who cannot see the impossibility of correcting what has already happened or who form an unnatural attachment to the past. Hungry ghosts are also sometimes used as a metaphor for drug addiction. One of the thirty-six types of hungry ghosts constantly seeks water to drink.
In the west, the time of hungry ghosts is tied subconsciously to the time of Halloween, when the spirits of loved ones may return to the realm of the living and be welcomed – or bring with them undesirable spirits replete with malicious intent. The candle placed in the jack o’ lantern or at the windowsill guides the souls of the beloved home, while the jack o lantern itself warns off the hungry ghosts.
HUNGRY GHOSTS - syndrome
You, someone you know, a relative, someone you heard of, someone you see on the street, or a Client who comes to you for Possibility Coaching, may have 'Hungry Ghost Syndrome'.
In this writing we assume it is you.
We leave away the distinction between whether the 'Hungry Ghost' is a 'rider' - meaning an energetic vampire entity hanging onto you, using you as a source of 'food' and driving your motivations and possibilities - or whether the 'Hungry Ghost' is a psychological wound-story, or deformation, that you adopted as a set of perception or interaction habits central to your Survival Strategy. We do not make this distinction because the treatment for both is the same: Fierce Relentless Clarity and Radically Responsible Generosity.
Your Hungry Ghost Syndrome healing path starts with your 3Cell or Possibility Coach / Demonslayer distilling extremely precise clarity about how exactly what happened to you, happened - meaning how and why you structured your inner world to manifest as Hungry Ghost Syndrome, and, you give yourself the benefit of the doubt that you have learned new skills that permit you to deal with any circumstances which may arise similar to what happened to you, using the new skills and distinctions to create entire new outcomes which no longer utilize a Hungry Ghost Survival Strategy.
Adulthood is located on the far side of your Hungry Ghost healing, initiation, and transformation Processes. This could explain a lot about your lack of satisfying life and relating experiences heretofore.
Here are characteristics of various styles of Hungry Ghost Syndrome:
Confusion about finding or identifying any kinds of nurturing 'foods' (due to fear of being blamed for taking when you are not as needy as others, or fear that you do not deserve to find food or have food, or fear that you are not good enough for being cared for by the world) so that even if good or precious food or water is directly in front of you, you can neither see it nor sense it.
Your mouth is too small or nonexistent (due to fear of allowing yourself to connect with anything in the outside world, for fear of being betrayed, poisoned, dirtied, or made wrong, fear of owing a debt to the world if you accept something nutritious from it) preventing you from taking in any food or drinking any water you might find.
Your throat is too small (due to fear of speaking out, or even allowing yourself to breathe for fear of being found out and discovered and destroyed) so you cannot swallow any food even if you get it into your mouth. It just stays in your mouth.
Your stomach is too small (due to the clenching fear of allowing yourself to have anything of value, for if you had something of value you would be enviable or attractive, making others jealous, a sure invitation for people to hate you and compete against you until you fail) so you cannot allow any food into your stomach even if you manage to swallow it.
Your stomach has no connection to your intestines (due to fear of losing anything you manage to grab hold of for yourself) so you stomach gets bigger and bigger with old stuff blocking anything new from coming in.
Your digestion is not able to process any food arriving in your stomach (due to inner confusion from a weak Inner Structure, from wanting to get Revenge on your parents or others who might say they love you by starving yourself) due to unacknowledged and unexpressed inner emotional paradoxes occupying a majority of your inner resources hopelessly trying to sort things out and put them into their proper places.
Your intestines are too small (due to fear constrictions stored in your diaphragm) to allow any digested food to pass into them which would allow you to derive nutrition or energy from the food or water.
Most Hungry Ghost Syndromes depend on Energetic Blocks to barricade 'foodstuffs' from properly nourishing your Energetic Body and your Archetypal Body. Therefore, if it is time for you (or your Client) to move on from having Hungry Ghost Syndrome, a good place to start is with the Possibility Coaching Process of Removing Energetic Blocks.
After that, each of the specific formats for Hungry Ghost Syndrome involve several layers of Emotional Healing Processes (EHP), probably also including past lives that ended in scarcity or torture situations full of fear during which time Past Life Vows are made in the last minutes of life that cling from then on to the Being for lifetime after lifetime until the vows are consciously and intentionally untied.
"We have special appliances in us that prevent us from seeing these contradictions. These appliances are called 'buffers'. Buffers are special arrangements, or a special growth if you like, which prevent us from seeing the truth about ourselves and about other things. Buffers divide us into thought-proof compartments. We may have many contradictory desires, intentions, aims, and we do not see that they are contradictory because buffers stand between them and prevent us from looking from one compartment into another. When you are in one compartment, you think it is the whole thing, then you pass into another compartment and you think that this is the whole thing. These appliances are called 'buffers' because, as in a railway carriage, they diminish shocks. But in relation to the human machine they are even more: they make it impossible to see, so they are blinkers as well. People with really strong buffers never see; but if they saw how contradictory they were, they would be unable to move, because they would not trust themselves."
Here is how the 'labyrinth', or the intellectual-emotional-complex, works to keep me from seeing: the 'buffer' system. The buffer is an elaborate system of distractions which captures the Attention and prevents me from noticing how the labyrinth captures and consumes my attention. The 'buffer-system' is composed of many things, but there are five general classes or types of things which may help one begin to observe buffers, mainly:
1) Blame ('not-me'); this is a classic way in which the intellectual-emotional-complex maintains its control, especially in relationship. The moment there is blame, I have occupied the position of 'being right' and I must make you wrong. End of relationship for the moment. Now there is only attack and defense: war all the time.
2) Justification ('me-but'); this is how I make myself right no matter what my behavior is: “Yeah, I hit her. Did you see her flirting with that other guy? You’re damn right I hit her!”
3) Self-importance ('only-me'); Don Juan Matus, the Yaqui Indian shaman, once taught his apprentice Carlos Castaneda, “What weakens us is feeling offended by the deeds and misdeeds of other men. Our self importance requires that we spend most of our lives offended by someone. Without self importance we are invulnerable.” (Carlos Castaneda. Tales of Power. New York: Simon and Schuster, 1974). This is the aggressive side of the aggressor-victim relationship: dominance.
4) Self-pity ('poor-me'); the mirror-image of self importance, the passive side of the aggression of self importance, the sly way of maintaining control in relationship, the way of the victim: submission.
5) Guilt ('bad-me'); this is one of the most powerful instruments of control and manipulation of behavior, both on the level of society and on the personal level, in relationships.
These five things hold great interest - one might even call it fascination or obsession - to the Attention, which is easily diverted and distracted from observation of the labyrinth by them, instantly. It is how the labyrinth prevents me from hearing and utilizing real help; it is how the labyrinth prevents me from seeing myself as I am, thus preserving intact its mechanism for 'capture and consume'. The labyrinth has a vested interest in me not understanding what is being laid out here, and it knows this information is not in its best interest.
Your Box / Gremlin
WHAT IS DEMON #00
Demon #00 is naught naught a 'Demon'.
This name is a 'word play' using numbers. In North American English, the term 'naught' means 'nothing', or more specifically, 'the digit zero'.
Therefore, 'Demon #00' is 'Demon Naught Naught', or in other words, Not not a Demon.
Naming Demon #00 as 'Demon #00' claims that certain things you might at first think of as an occurance of, or a manifestation of, a 'Demon' is no Demon at all. In fact, it is not even not a Demon
The statement, "It is NOT not a Demon", is a double negative, another word play, where 'not' equates to 'naught', due to the fact that these two words are 'homophones'. A homophone is 'a word that sounds the same as another word but has a different meaning and spelling'.
For example, 'flower' and 'flour' are homophones because they are pronounced the same but you certainly cannot bake a cake using Daffodils... or, actually you could make a cake with Daffodils, but it would be poisonous because Daffodils contain a toxic chemical, lycorine, which makes Daffodils perfect for your garden because deer won't eat them, as long as you do not put them in your salad.
What is Demon #00?
It is a part of your psycho-emotional personality structure that you identify with as 'myself' until such time as you successfully experience some of the beginning Authentic Adulthood Initiatory Processes.
Demon #00 is the combination of your Box plus the part of you that defends your Box at all costs, which we have come call your 'Gremlin'.
These first Initiations build enough Matrix in your Being, and land powerful Distinctions in that Matrix, so that you
our unconscious Gremlin feeding itself at your expense.
Your Gremlin is the active part of your Box, which is your World View and Survival Strategy. Your Gremlin implements your Survival Strategy (both 'Channel 1' the offensive strategy such as being angry, and 'Channel 2' the defensive strategy such as being sad, scared, needy, and adaptive) to protect your Box. Your unconscious adolescent Box/Gremlin view is that if it can defend itself, it can defend you. Therefore, the Box/Gremlin imperative is to defind itself first, at ALL costs.
I remember my ex-mother-in-law walking along the Northern California coast for the first time in her life wearing a heavy full length fur coat against the chill, and enjoying a cigarette. She was so absorbed in the 'beauty' that she did not read the sign warning everyone about 'Sleeper Waves'. Then a Sleeper Wave comes - a wave every 20 minutes or so that is twice as big as all the previous waves. As it turns her fur coat into a lead straight-jacket and is dragging her out into the sea, her Box / Gremlin responds by holding her cigarette high above her head so that it does not get wet, defending one of her Gremlin Foods, the cigarette.
It is a specific and ongoingly repeated set of behaviors or thought patterns, including beliefs, assumptions, expectations, judgements, projections, incomplete emotions, stories, positions, prejudices, reactivity, rules, old decisions, or hidden competing commitments. These behaviors unconsciously activate mechanical interactions with others to keep things the same in your life. The predictable nature of mechanical interactions creates a false sense of security where you can feel 'safe' in your 'known territory'.
CREATING DEMON #00
By forcing yourself to live within the Spaces defined by your unconsciously chosen patterns, you eventually crystallize into a 'caricature' of yourself. This 'caricature' shows up with a completely predictable inner and outer wardrobe.
In other words, you confine yourself to a spacific set of opinions, needs, demands, attitudes, jokes, stories, and conclusions. You dress the same. You eat the same meals at the same restaurant. You meet or avoid meeting with the same 'friends'. You watch the same movies over and over. You keep the same political opinions, attend services at the same church, go on the same holidays, and regard yourself as a solid upstanding citizen.
This character is no more 'you' than your pajamas, but after 18 years of age, it quickly transforms into a Survival Strategy gone bad. Your habbit patterns may solidify into a personality that you identify as 'myself', and who others identify as 'you', especially under stressful conditions.
To feel most 'secure' (a Fantasy World experience, because security does not exist in nature), you may arrange your life circumstances to provide you with enough ongoing stress to mechanically keep your Marionette Personality activated. This way you always know who you are. Other people may feel safe enough to live as their own Zombie character around you without fear of anyong 'finding out' that this is not who they really are. You unconsciously make the Box to Box agreement not to reveal the fakeness of the other person's show. Whole lifetimes can pass while you act as if who you are is this unconscious Box interacting with life and others who pretend they are their own unconscious Box.
SLAYING DEMON #00
Experientially Distinguish between you and your Box. You have a Box. Your are not your Box. You are a Being that inhabits a Space of Possibility. we in Possibility Management have come to call 'your Box'.Watch at least the first of Steven Spielberg's two films titled Gremlin. He nails it in the film. At first the Gremlin seems cute and funny. But if the Gremlin gets irritated, or simply because it is a 'Gremlin', it destroys anything (including itself) and any space for no reason.
The Gremlin is the Gremlin. Lying, cheating, stealing, betraying, hating, insulting other Gremlins to incite them into an aggressive Gremlin Feeding Frenzy. Gremlin cannot be changed into something else. It cannot be 'slain' without causing a distorted kind of suicide. Notice what happens in any religion which uses a belief in good / bad, good / evil, saved souls / lost souls. What happens is that a believer's 'bad' parts (especially the nuns and the priests) must be kept undercover, hidden, suppressed. But then, of course, the sexual abuse, physical aggressions, gossip, extortions, hatred all come out sideways with even more spite and evil than before.
The Gremlin is the Gremlin, and yet, it is not a design error. The forces of nonlinear possibility and creation that the Gremlin manifests can be initiated into adulthood. Gremlin is not to be slain, denied, or suppressed. Your Gremlin is to be initiated into adulthood, along with you.
The procedures for initiating Gremlin into adulthood involve changing your relationship to your Gremlin such that it is no longer used as a survival force defending your Box. Gremlin becomes an ally at your side on a short leash. You discover his or her name and specific skillsets. You put your Gremlin on a different diet, one that you choose, not him or her. You start giving your Gremlin special jobs to do for your, your Bright Principles, and your Archetypal Lineage, even perhaps from E.C.C.O.
Gremlin Initiations, like all authentic adulthood initiatory processes, are not something you can do yourself. They require a dedicated skilled Team.
The 'Gremlin Distinction' was discovered in 1998. Recently, since 2019, Gremlin Transformation Teams and processes are being refined and delivered. Websites, videos, and articles provide valuable information and examples to deepen your understanding about Gremlin... but... nothing but hands-on Gremlin Transformation Processes with your Team will integrate your Gremlin as part of your initiated adult Agency. This is amazing good news, because without holding the Gremlin Distinction in the Context of the space, relationships, and projects of your life, they will be Gremlin Spaces, twisted away from whatever other Purpose you might have wished for them. Watch any TV series or film, listen to any 'love song', and what you will experience is the Low Drama of Gremlin feeding. By fully engaging and completing Gremlin Transformation you gain the option that your creation forces can go towards creating High Drama, authentic Collaborative Invention, and Intimacy.
Your Adult Egostate Contaminated By Your Child Egostate, Parent Egostate, and/or Gremlin Egostate
WHAT IS DEMON #0
Demon #0 is also NOT an external energetic vampire entity.
Demon #0 is an Adult Egostate that you contaminate with any combination of the Child Egostate, Parent Egostate, or Gremlin Egostate. Egostate Contamination is an effective Survival Strategy that has gotten you through you childhood and adolescence or you would not be reading these words.
CREATING DEMON #0
An 'Egostate' is an internally consistent set of ideas, beliefs, attitudes, and behaviors that you Identify yourself with. When you are in this Egostate, you think, feel, and act as if this Egostate were your one-and-only true Egostate, even if you flip to another Egostate only a few seconds later, at which time you will not even remember being in the previous Egostate because you instantly 'identify with' the new Egostate as if it were always there.
An Initiated Adult only identifies themselves with one of their personality characters temporarily and to produce a certain consciously intended effect. Before and after delivering their Conscious Theater, an initiated Adult leaves behind the identities - remaining Disidentified - because then they have less Baggage to carry around while Cavitating and Navigating Spaces, and a greater freedom of movement than is permitted by any identity.
As a child, when you call in and mix in a second Egostate within the framework of your Adut Egostate, no one can control or manipulate you because they have no leverage point. You present yourself as 'an adult' but your adulthood is contaminated. There is no pure adult there in you. The other person requests to speak with your Adult part but you fool them because without switching away from your 'adult' part, you slam them with scared, needy, adaptive Child Egostate behaviors, or critical judging rule-bound Parent Egostate behaviors, or most devious of all, you frighten or destroy them with your irresponsible wild threatening insane Gremlin Egostate behaviors... and you win. You are safe. You survive. It works.
The problem with adopting this Contaminated Adult Egostate Survival Strategy is that at eighteen years old, when you are able to set foot on your authentic Adulthood Path through your Adulthood Healing and Initiatory Processes, your Adult Egostate is not available.
No matter how many Expand The Box Trainings you attend, no matter how many Possibility Labs you participate in, you do not get initiated. Your Gremlin (or Child or Parent) Egostate eats the initiations.
Egostate Contamination is a difficult Survival Strategy from which to extract yourself. Adulthood involves completing and leaving behind childhood, and especially your adolescence, but with Egostate Contamination, your Adult Egostate drags the other Egostates along with it, not wanting to let go of the side-benefits and payoffs of being invulnerable and unassailable when contaminated.
SLAYING DEMON #0
The Simple Demons You Summon To Your 'All You Can Eat All Night Buffet' Café
WHAT IS DEMON #01
S.P.A.R.K. 135 believing in your own story that
"Everyone else is happy but not me."
"Others get the attention but I don't."
"Others are allowed, others figure it out, others fit in and are accepted, others are loved... but not me."
These short powerful sentences are called 'Trigger Phrases'. You may have up to eighteen, or even twenty-seven Trigger Phrases.
By saying one of your Trigger Phrases to yourself, you open the door to an inner Café with a buffet of your inner world. All your consciousness, awareness, energy, love, and appreciation of life is out to be devoured by any hungry Zombie Demon who can make their way through the door you just opened. They pour into your now-open Café and devour everything they can of your precious inner-sanctum as fast as they can.
This Zombie Gremlin feasting can go on for up to two or three weeks, during which time these nearly unconscious only-hungry-and-only-wanting-to-eat 'hungry-ghosts' keep inviting their friends and acquaintances and any passers-by to come in for the 'free lunch'. They only keep eating while you feel depressed, listless, worthless, empty, powerless, weak, spiteful about your low-energy state. You withdraw to your bed or the couch, lock the door, do not answer the phone, and lay there wondering what the point is for being alive.
Each time you tell yourself
CREATING DEMON #1
SLAYING DEMON #1
Finding the Deal. Changing the Deal.
Various Psycho-Emotional Personality Parts Which You Have Not Yet Integrated Into Your Being
In terminology of G. I. Gurdjieff: your 'labyrinth'
WHAT IS DEMON #02
You have Parts. Each Part has its own perceptions, its own needs, its own capacity to create or consume, and its own Purpose.
Partial takeover, or full-but-temporary take-over.
Your ordinary social personality slips away and is replaced by a psycho-emotional Part who is more impervious to caring. Black fingernail polish, tattoos, severe hair style, black clothes, black heavy boots, spikes, piercings, the Gothic vampire look,
Sado masochism. Sex orgies. Drugs.
As a long-practiced Survival Strategy you Shift Identity into a Demon Part. You hand over the controls to a character who will do anything so that others cannot hurt you.
CREATING DEMON #2
SLAYING DEMON #02
Finding the Deal. Changing the Deal.
Your Shadow Side Alter Ego
WHAT IS DEMON #3
Full takeover of your personality as a 'last resort' Survival Strategy.
You may even find yourself growling in a menacing tone to anyone you may perceive as a threat, "Leave us alone!"
CREATING DEMON #3
SLAYING DEMON #03
Finding the Deal. Changing the Deal.
Various Unconscious Parasites Hanging On From Ancestors Or Past Lives, AKA 'Riders'
WHAT IS DEMON #4
CREATING DEMON #4
SLAYING DEMON #4
Finding the Deal. Changing the Deal.
Demon #5 And Beyond
DEMON #5 PAST LIFE VOWS / 'DEATH WISH' (non-Demon)
DEMON #6 OLD DECISIONS (non-Demon)
Get Your Self A Go! Book To Document Your Transformational Path
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.01
With Regards To Healing Abuse: Exit Defensive Learning And Enter Expansive Learning
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.02
With Regards To Healing Abuse: Become Centered
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.03
With Regards To Healing Abuse: Take Back Your Attention
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.04
With Regards To Healing Abuse: Practice Fierce Self Observation
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.05
With Regards To Your Life: Take Back Your Absolute Authority
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.06
With Regards To Healing Abuse: Change Your Worldview To 3 Phase Healing
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.07
With Regards To Healing Abuse: Become Present
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.08
With Regards To Healing Abuse: Exit Verbal Reality And Enter Experiential Reality
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.09
In Order To Start Over: Shift Your Point Of Origin Into A Very Small NOW
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.10
e.g. Take the Authority to Minimize Your NOW.
In Order To Start Over: Move To The New Thoughtmap Of Feelings
In Order To Start Over: Lower Your Feelings Numbness Bar
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.12
With Regards To Healing Abuse: Inspect Your Beliefs
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.13
e.g. Take back your Authority to inspect your Beliefs.
In Order To Come Back To Life: Take On The 3-Month 3-3-3 Practice
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.14
In Order To Come Back To Life: Participate In At Least 8 Sessions Of Rage Club
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.15
In Order To Start Over: Learn To Say "Stop!"
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.16
In Order To Come Back To Life: Participate In At Least 8 Sessions Of Fear Club
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.17
In Order To Come Back To Life: Ignite Your Real Voice Even If It Is Not Nice
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.18
In Order To Come Back To Life: Shoot The Voices
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.19
In Order To Come Back To Life: Go Through The Gremlin Reconstruction Process
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.20
Gremlin Type 1 or Type 2
December 2019 in Brazil we discovered that some of us completely suppressed our Gremlin to create a 'good boy' or 'nice girl' survival strategy, and almost all of us have suppressed parts of our Gremlin... parts that are needed to take our authority back, our center back, our feelings back, our real voice back, our life back. We discovered a 'Gremlin Reconstruction Process' to identify and befriend those lost Gremlin parts. Ready for a life change?
In Order To Transform Abuse: Shift Into A World Of Radical Responsibility
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.23
Arrange to have a 2 hour meeting with two other women (if you are a women... do I really have to say this?). Ask them to listen as a Space, that is, to not make comments, to not make interpretations, and to not try to rescue you. They are to be silent total listeners - Possibility Listeners - who might feel something as you speak. If they agree to this, then you can proceed.
Your job is to tell the story of a time you were sexually abused.
Who did it to you?
What exactly happened?
What did you feel?
What did you conclude about yourself? About men? About God? About your future?
Why do you think they did it to you?
How did you happen to place yourself in that situation with them that this could possibly happen?
Explain in detail how it happened that you figured out - probably with your father or other male relatives - that you could manipulate them and survive, by being sexy, flirting, sexually teasing.
Then explain how, in this incident of sexual abuse, you chose to be sexually abused rather than to die.
Get it how you caused this incident to occur, and how you have used this sexual abuse story for a long time as a way to avoid truly living, standing up, speaking out, taking risks, creating what you came here to create.
Write down this last part step-by-step down in your Beep! Book.
Regarding Your Future: Distill Your Bright Principles
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.27
In Order To Start Over: Feed Your Gremlin Something Other Than Hatred, Emotional Fear, and Revenge
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.28
In Order To Transform Abuse: Examine The Purpose Of Your Stories
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.29
In Order To Transform Abuse: Take Radical Responsibility For Your Stories
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.30
With Regards To Healing Abuse: Sew Up Your Brain Splits
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.31
With Regards To Healing Abuse: Connect Directly In With The Worthing Healers
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.32
With Regards To Healing Abuse: Escape From Prison #4: Escape From The School System
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.36
With Regards To Healing Abuse: Escape From Prison #5: Escape From Your Birth Country's Beliefs
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.37
With Regards To Healing Abuse: Escape From Prison #6: Escape From Your Birth Religion's Beliefs
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.38
With Regards To Healing Abuse: Escape From Prison #7: Escape From The Patriarchy