As weird as this may sound, human beings are complex enough that parasitic energetic entities can latch on. When you are not paying Attention, they can eat the time, energy, and intentions of your life, devouring your love and life-joy. Possibility Coaches and Possibility Trainers have been helping people to change their Agreements with Demons for over 20 years. Now we are finally willing to talk about it and share what we know.
Demons
What is that in the photo? A Demon? Or a Demonslayer?
Ah, now! This is a tricky question that has been used to burn 'whiches'.
Which are you?
The deep-dive journey begins.
If you have humans, you have Demons.
The two come together because Consciousness At Large - the General Field Of Consciousness - is complex and multidimensional. Consciousness includes all 3 Worlds.
Human beings are designed by Gaia (the Local Field Of Consciousness Of Earth) to be able to become more and more conscious - meaning to have 'aware of their awareness'. One side-effect of having designed-in potential for the Evolution Of Consciousness is that: if the potential is not used consciously by you, then it can be used by something else.
Potential is potential.
For example, if you turn on your computer and your computer is connected to the internet either by electrical cable or by WiFi, then if your computer is not guarded by a Virus Protection system, the valuable memory-space and computing-capacity of your computer can be hijacked and used - even sold - by other computors.
Another example is if you transfer electronic 'money' from one of your bank accounts to another of your own bank accounts, or from your bank account to someone else's bank account, the 'money' itself may take days to arrive in the new bank account. The bank may tell you that your 'money' is 'in transit', but this is a completely fake and deceitful term, because a transfer from one account to another account through the banking computers in reality takes only seconds to accomplish. What happens in the meantime is that your bank hijacks your money in various schemes and uses its potential to make more money for themselves by loaning your funds to individuals or organizations (actually, to their computer programs) who are busy making rapid turn-around (many times per second) currency-exchange or stock-option investments. They can double your money, or create interest or profit (buy low, sell high) many times over with your money without your awareness while your funds are 'in transit'. (You authorized the bank to do this with your money as explained in the 'fine print' of the 'terms and agreements' document that you automatically 'sign' by using their banking services.)
Here is an excerpt of S.P.A.R.K.135, which starts with the Distinction: God did not rest on the seventh day.
(By the way, the idea for this S.P.A.R.K. Distinction comes from Goldfish Bowl, a 1942 short story by Robert A. Heinlein, published in the Menace From Earth anthology. Aliens live on Earth undetected in a cloud formation over the Pacific Ocean until a young scientist and his colleague figure out they must be there. While trying to investigate the scientists are captured. The aliens stick them naked in a heated 'fishbowl' environment and feed them fish-food-cheesy-stuff each day, invisibly cleaning up their messes when they sleep. After many years the older scientist dies. The next 'day' the body is gone. The younger scientist deduces that the aliens simply drop the body into the ocean below. Desperate to get a message back to humans that 'we are not alone', he tears off bits of fingernail and painstakingly scratches his skin to leave scars that spell: Beware. Creation took eight days. He hopes that when he dies and his body is discarded, someone might find the message and take action.)
From S.P.A.R.K.135:
Did you ever notice how, even after years of personal development work, learning to be Centered, getting okay with your parents, taking Radical Responsibility for your life, Observing Yourself, etc., there are still times when you feel exhausted, cranky, depressed, overwhelmed, or self-destructive, seemingly for no reason at all? You may think that if you could just solve some vague problem these states would go away. But they don’t. They return mysteriously over and over again. Did you ever
have that? Do you know someone else like that who sneaks off and hides out without explanation?
This SPARK suggests that perhaps these states do not originate in a childhood trauma which will vanish if treated with an Emotional Healing Process. Something entirely different could be at work here, something about which modern culture offers
few useful distinctions. This SPARK presents the Theory of Parasitic Entities and the possibility of becoming a Trigger Hunter.
If we use the Christian creation story as our metaphor here, then we world say: God did NOT rest on the seventh day. The implication is: not all life forms in the galactic food web have physical bodies. Some are 'dissipative structures', defined as: 'structures that are sustained by energy flowing through them' (such as a tornado, a memory, or a culture). This was described by Ilya Prigogine, a Belgian physical chemist, in his Theory of Dissipative Structures, which incidentally won him the Nobel Prize in 1977.
Spinning a vortex in the General Field of Consciousness can create a ‘consciousness singularity’, some of which sustain themselves by sucking energy out of organic life forms, such as you.
Each of us creates a Survival Strategy to help us survive our childhood. Often a Survival Strategy has the intention of self-disempowerment.
Why disempowerment? Because, if you have too much energy you might use it to change something around in your life. In addition to freaking out your parents and teachers with your power of creation, your Survival Strategy (your Box) also freaks out thinking that if anything changes in your world, you may not survive.
Therefore, a very clever Survival Strategy is to remove your excess energy by attracting energetic vampire entities to come suck out your life-force in order to keep everything the same. After figuring out how to do this, you forget your brilliant achievement and the vampire disempowerment procedure continues unabated until today.
Yes, you do survive, but you do not actually get to Live. This may be about to change for you.
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In short, we define a 'Demon' as a 'parasitic energetic entity', a toroidal ball of consciousness that hangs together because it spins, surviving by consuming other unconscious, semi-conscious, or conscious energies. Depending on its species, a Demon generally has the intelligence of a mosquito, tick, leech, or tapeworm, in other words, enough intelligence to find its food, eat, and reproduce itself. If you have ever been alone with a mosquito in a room, you may admit that, small as the brain of a mosquito is, it can often outsmart you.
A seminar participant once asked Lee Lozowick, "Does the devil exist?"
Lee's answer was immediate and clear, "Only in the human mind."
Ever since humans started making ceremonies and rituals to appease the gods so that rain would come, the crops would be plentiful, an enemy would be vanquished, an illness or plague would vanish, babies would be born, or desired love would flourish, human traits have been added to the Bright Principles and Shadow Principles. Even the religious conceptions of some kind of 'Goddess' or 'God' is anthropomorphism of the most banal sort. In Possibility Management, the healing and transformation work peels off all the stories and drops them into a black hole. What remains is far simpler to negotiate with.
Yet laughing in the face of the energetic world is to ignore Consequences, Coincidences, Caution, and Chaos... in other words, not very smart. How can you keep things clear and workable in your daily life of creating Nonmaterial Value without devoting most of your time, energy, and Attentions towards battling the Dark Side?
One approach is to educate yourself about what might be going on that you are not aware that you are not aware of. The Universe is more complex than our logical mind can wrap itself around. There is more going on than meets the eye.
Trying to ignore the Underworld is like thinking that your garden will produce amazing fruit, flowers, vegetables and herbs even if the soil is dead and dried out. A human being on the Adulthood Path needs strong skills for navigating all 3 Worlds, the Upperworld of consciousness, the Middleworld of actions, and the Underworld of unconsciousness.
Thinking that you can bypass the Underworld and go straight to the Upperworld is like thinking you can visit your inlaws for Kwanzaa / Chanukkah / Tete / Christmas and trigger no psycho-emotional reactivity. Good luck with that.
It can take special efforts to gain competence in Underworld Navigation from a culture that classifies the Underworld as 'evil'. You will not receive Underworld Navigation Training from those who view themselves as 'the good people', 'the saved ones'.
Modern culture says 'evil people are evil' and 'we are not evil people', and then rampantly promotes Unconscious Gremlins and Psychopaths to the highest levels of power in all of their hierarchical organizations.
Modern culture does not not distinguish between Contaminated and Uncontaminated Adult Ego Estates. Modern culture does not distinguish spaces that are contexted Radical Responsibility that disallow uninitiated Gremlins from having any authority.
You have been shown no role models for Initiated Adults. You received no training even at post-graduate University for tracking down and cornering Demons so they cannot cause harm in your life, or the lives of others.
The Purpose of any Demon is the same as the purpose of any life form: to survive.
The Purpose of this Healing and Transformation work is to grow up out of the adolescent Survival mode, and step-by-step along the Path consciously Build Matrix and gain Distinctions and Skills to create and navigate 'Living Full Out' while also providing Authentic Adulthood Intiations for others.
In this Work, you can think of it this way: A mosquito needs blood to survive. Do you want it to be your blood that it drinks?
The Vampire approaches you and pitifully moans, "Oh, I am so hungry... I only need a small drop of blood to survive... You have so much warm blood... You are so lucky... I crave your blood... You do not need it all... Won't you give me just a small bit of your blood so I can survive too?"
Actually, your Demons are just fine the way they are. There may be nothing to do about them.
By now you are quite familiar with your own life patterns and Survival practices. You could Survive for the rest of your life without doing anything about your Demons. Then the rest of your life would go along quite like your life has already been going along. If you are reading this website, your life is not too bad. You have enough free time, energy, and attention to explore what is really going on. This is a rare and precious piece of good luck for you. Or perhaps - as I would suggest - your good skill.
Meaning, if you have enough free time, energy, and attention to be studying up about the theory and practice of dealing with 'Demons', then you may have enough free time, energy, attention, and Intention to make some Experimental changes.
It is not that you 'should', you 'have to', you 'must' change anything about yourself or your life. There is not actually anything 'bad' or 'wrong' or 'stupid' about implementing a Survival Strategy that includes handing over your 5 Bodies to one or another form of energetic vampire entity to try to continue to assure your survival, that is, if your prefer 'surviving' more than 'living'.
For many Millenia, Homo sapiens sapiens have roamed the 'Cool Green Hills Of Earth'... (a phrase borrowed from the title of a Robert A. Heinlein story, and also his poem of the same name, which goes like this:
Let the sweet fresh breezes heal me
As they rove around the girth
Of our lovely mother planet
Of the cool, green hills of Earth.
We rot in the moulds of Venus,
We retch at her tainted breath.
Foul are her flooded jungles,
Crawling with unclean death.
We've tried each spinning space mote
And reckoned its true worth:
Take us back again to the homes of men
On the cool, green hills of Earth.
The arching sky is calling
Spacemen back to their trade.
ALL HANDS! STAND BY! FREE FALLING!
And the lights below us fade.
Out ride the sons of Terra,
Far drives the thundering jet,
Up leaps a race of Earthmen,
Out, far, and onward yet ---
We pray for one last landing
On the globe that gave us birth;
Let us rest our eyes on the fleecy skies
And the cool, green hills of Earth.
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With tears of grief in my eyes from knowing the current situation of these 'cool green hills of Earth' which are, in the hands of these various below-listed forms of human Demons, heating up at an unprecedented and unstoppable rate, I repeat...
...for many hundreds of Millenia, Homo sapiens have roamed the Earth, while the whole time being infested with parasites.
Fleas, tapeworms, ticks, mosquitos, viruses, bacteria, beliefs / superstitions, Standard Human Intelligence Thoughtware (S.H.I.T.), advertising jingos, lawyers, and Demons are all part of the human ecological condition, until you wake up, stop being naïve, increase your Agency, and take care of yourself enough to avoid these things, most of the time.
We have all heard the words Zombie, Gremlin and Demon before, but what meaning is given to them in the Context of this conversation?
To be clear, the term 'Context' refers to the level of responsibility being taken in a Space or in a Gameworld. In the spectrum of Responsibility one can name five points of reference:
In the Context of Radical Responsibility, a 'Zombie' is someone who claims to be unaware of, or to tries to avoid responsibility for, the Values of the Gameworlds they participate in. For example, if someone is in the sales or marketing department of a company that sells heat-resistant paints, and their paint is used by a motor manufacturer whose generators are installed in military vehicles, then a Zombie would try to stay in denial that they have dedicated their life to building war machines.
In the Context of Radical Responsibility, your 'Gremlin' can either be 'uninitiated' or 'initiated'. In the uninitiated condition, your Gremlin does everything it can to defend your Survival Strategy Box to keep things the same in your life so that you can continue to survive. Uninitiated Gremlin destroys any chances of Healing, or Evolution that come from participating in Emotional Healing Processes (EHP) or evolutionary trainings. Your Uninitiated Gremlin undermines being vulnerable, being present, being intimate, etc. and prefers to compete, try to be right, make others wrong, tries to win, tries to make others loose, all in the service of its Hidden Purpose made up of Shadow Principles. Uninitiated Gremlin chooses its own diet of Gremlin foods, especially Low Drama feeding frenzies.
In the Initiated Condition, your Gremlin is alertly at your side as an ally on the Path of evolution, serving you as an endless source of Nonlinearity and Possibility for creating High Drama and serving your Bright Principles.
In the Context of Radical Responsibility, a 'Demon' is an unconscious habit-pattern entity from the Underworld ecology which lives inside of you or around you and thrives on not being seen. Your Demons devour your energies and attentions whenever you are not clear enough to avoid their traps.
You can Change Your Mind.
You can have a Do-Over.
You can Upgrade Your Thoughtware.
You can relocate your Point Of Origin.
You can deepen your Context.
You can quit your Job.
You can Cavitate and Navigate new Space.
You can Subvert Yourself, Compost Yourself, ask for an Emotional Healing Process (EHP) even if you do not know what the Process will be about.
You can willingly enter a Liquid State.
You can re-invent your entire current life during a Phoenix Process.
You can Start Over.
Our wish is to Stand by you in your Quest to reconsider new options for living.
Below we map-out what we have discovered so far about Demons, particularly how they might be currently interfering with your aliveness and what you can effectively do about that, if you should decide to.
On the other hand, you do not have to do anything about your Demons. You can simply stand back and keep letting them 'do' you.
This first section on Hungry Ghosts comes from an article by Linda Heaphy online at: https://kashgar.com.au/blogs/tribal-culture/hungry-ghosts-their-history-and-origin
Hungry ghosts are the demon-like creatures described in Buddhist, Taoist, Hindu, Sikh, and Jain texts as the remnants of the dead who are afflicted with insatiable desire, hunger or thirst as a result of bad deeds or evil intent carried out in their life times. Found in every part of the Far East, from the Philippines to Japan and China, Thailand, Laos, Burma, India and Pakistan, they are universally described as human-like wraiths with mummified skin, narrow withered limbs, grossly bulging stomachs, long thin necks and tiny mouths.
Defined by a fusion of rage and desire, tormented by unfulfilled cravings and insatiably demanding impossible satisfactions, hungry ghosts are condemned to inhabit shadowy and dismal places in the realm of the living. Their specific hunger varies according to their past karma and the sins they are atoning for. Some can eat but find it impossible to find food or drink. Others may find food and drink, but have pinhole mouths and cannot swallow. For others, food bursts into flames or rots even as they devour it. Japanese hungry ghosts called gaki must eat excrement while those called jikininki are cursed to devour human corpses. According to Hindu tradition, hungry ghosts may endlessly seek particular objects, emotions or people, those things that obsessed them or caused them to commit bad deeds when they were living: riches, gems, children, even fear or the vitality of the living.
The desires of hungry ghosts are never satisfied and they must endlessly seek gratuity from the living. They can also cause misfortune to those whose chi energy is depleted or whose luck is bad. Some are driven seek to possess weak-willed men and women so as to dispossess their souls and take over their bodies, all the better to eat and drink with. In addition to hunger, hungry ghosts may suffer from immoderate heat and cold; the moon scorches them in summer, while the sun freezes them in winter, adding to their torment. The suffering of these creatures resembles that of the souls condemned to hell, but they are distinguishable by the fact that the damned are confined to the subterranean realm while hungry ghosts can occupy the world of the living.
In Buddhism, hungry ghosts are often seen as a metaphor for those individuals who are following a path of incorrect desire, who suffer from spiritual emptiness, who cannot see the impossibility of correcting what has already happened or who form an unnatural attachment to the past. Hungry ghosts are also sometimes used as a metaphor for drug addiction. One of the thirty-six types of hungry ghosts constantly seeks water to drink.
In the west, the time of hungry ghosts is tied subconsciously to the time of Halloween, when the spirits of loved ones may return to the realm of the living and be welcomed – or bring with them undesirable spirits replete with malicious intent. The candle placed in the jack o’ lantern or at the windowsill guides the souls of the beloved home, while the jack o lantern itself warns off the hungry ghosts.
You, someone you know, a relative, someone you heard of, someone you see on the street, or a Client who comes to you for Possibility Coaching, may have 'Hungry Ghost Syndrome'.
In this writing we assume it is you.
We leave away the distinction between whether the 'Hungry Ghost' is a 'rider' - meaning an energetic vampire entity hanging onto you, using you as a source of 'food' and driving your motivations and possibilities - or whether the 'Hungry Ghost' is a psychological wound-story, or deformation, that you adopted as a set of perception or interaction habits central to your Survival Strategy. We do not make this distinction because the treatment for both is the same: Fierce Relentless Clarity and Radically Responsible Generosity.
Your Hungry Ghost Syndrome healing path starts with your 3Cell or Possibility Coach / Demonslayer distilling extremely precise clarity about how exactly what happened to you, happened - meaning how and why you structured your inner world to manifest as Hungry Ghost Syndrome, and, you give yourself the benefit of the doubt that you have learned new skills that permit you to deal with any circumstances which may arise similar to what happened to you, using the new skills and distinctions to create entire new outcomes which no longer utilize a Hungry Ghost Survival Strategy.
Adulthood is located on the far side of your Hungry Ghost healing, initiation, and transformation Processes. This could explain a lot about your lack of satisfying life and relating experiences heretofore.
Here are characteristics of various styles of Hungry Ghost Syndrome:
Most Hungry Ghost Syndromes depend on Energetic Blocks to barricade 'foodstuffs' from properly nourishing your Energetic Body and your Archetypal Body. Therefore, if it is time for you (or your Client) to move on from having Hungry Ghost Syndrome, a good place to start is with the Possibility Coaching Process of Removing Energetic Blocks.
After that, each of the specific formats for Hungry Ghost Syndrome involve several layers of Emotional Healing Processes (EHP), probably also including past lives that ended in scarcity or torture situations full of fear during which time Past Life Vows are made in the last minutes of life that cling from then on to the Being for lifetime after lifetime until the vows are consciously and intentionally untied.
"We have special appliances in us that prevent us from seeing these contradictions. These appliances are called 'buffers'. Buffers are special arrangements, or a special growth if you like, which prevent us from seeing the truth about ourselves and about other things. Buffers divide us into thought-proof compartments. We may have many contradictory desires, intentions, aims, and we do not see that they are contradictory because buffers stand between them and prevent us from looking from one compartment into another. When you are in one compartment, you think it is the whole thing, then you pass into another compartment and you think that this is the whole thing. These appliances are called 'buffers' because, as in a railway carriage, they diminish shocks. But in relation to the human machine they are even more: they make it impossible to see, so they are blinkers as well. People with really strong buffers never see; but if they saw how contradictory they were, they would be unable to move, because they would not trust themselves."
Chapter 11, page 78-79
Here is how the 'labyrinth', or the intellectual-emotional-complex, works to keep me from seeing: the 'buffer' system. The buffer is an elaborate system of distractions which captures the Attention and prevents me from noticing how the labyrinth captures and consumes my attention. The 'buffer-system' is composed of many things, but there are five general classes or types of things which may help one begin to observe buffers, mainly:
1) Blame ('not-me'); this is a classic way in which the intellectual-emotional-complex maintains its control, especially in relationship. The moment there is blame, I have occupied the position of 'being right' and I must make you wrong. End of relationship for the moment. Now there is only attack and defense: war all the time.
2) Justification ('me-but'); this is how I make myself right no matter what my behavior is: “Yeah, I hit her. Did you see her flirting with that other guy? You’re damn right I hit her!”
3) Self-importance ('only-me'); Don Juan Matus, the Yaqui Indian shaman, once taught his apprentice Carlos Castaneda, “What weakens us is feeling offended by the deeds and misdeeds of other men. Our self importance requires that we spend most of our lives offended by someone. Without self importance we are invulnerable.” (Carlos Castaneda. Tales of Power. New York: Simon and Schuster, 1974). This is the aggressive side of the aggressor-victim relationship: dominance.
4) Self-pity ('poor-me'); the mirror-image of self importance, the passive side of the aggression of self importance, the sly way of maintaining control in relationship, the way of the victim: submission.
5) Guilt ('bad-me'); this is one of the most powerful instruments of control and manipulation of behavior, both on the level of society and on the personal level, in relationships.
These five things hold great interest - one might even call it fascination or obsession - to the Attention, which is easily diverted and distracted from observation of the labyrinth by them, instantly. It is how the labyrinth prevents me from hearing and utilizing real help; it is how the labyrinth prevents me from seeing myself as I am, thus preserving intact its mechanism for 'capture and consume'. The labyrinth has a vested interest in me not understanding what is being laid out here, and it knows this information is not in its best interest.
Demon #00
Experientially Distinguish between you and your Box. You have a Box. Your are not your Box. You are a Being that inhabits a Space of Possibility. we in Possibility Management have come to call 'your Box'.Watch at least the first of Steven Spielberg's two films titled Gremlin. He nails it in the film. At first the Gremlin seems cute and funny. But if the Gremlin gets irritated, or simply because it is a 'Gremlin', it destroys anything (including itself) and any space for no reason.
The Gremlin is the Gremlin. Lying, cheating, stealing, betraying, hating, insulting other Gremlins to incite them into an aggressive Gremlin Feeding Frenzy. Gremlin cannot be changed into something else. It cannot be 'slain' without causing a distorted kind of suicide. Notice what happens in any religion which uses a belief in good / bad, good / evil, saved souls / lost souls. What happens is that a believer's 'bad' parts (especially the nuns and the priests) must be kept undercover, hidden, suppressed. But then, of course, the sexual abuse, physical aggressions, gossip, extortions, hatred all come out sideways with even more spite and evil than before.
The Gremlin is the Gremlin, and yet, it is not a design error. The forces of nonlinear possibility and creation that the Gremlin manifests can be initiated into adulthood. Gremlin is not to be slain, denied, or suppressed. Your Gremlin is to be initiated into adulthood, along with you.
The procedures for initiating Gremlin into adulthood involve changing your relationship to your Gremlin such that it is no longer used as a survival force defending your Box. Gremlin becomes an ally at your side on a short leash. You discover his or her name and specific skillsets. You put your Gremlin on a different diet, one that you choose, not him or her. You start giving your Gremlin special jobs to do for your, your Bright Principles, and your Archetypal Lineage, even perhaps from E.C.C.O.
Gremlin Initiations, like all authentic adulthood initiatory processes, are not something you can do yourself. They require a dedicated skilled Team.
The 'Gremlin Distinction' was discovered in 1998. Recently, since 2019, Gremlin Transformation Teams and processes are being refined and delivered. Websites, videos, and articles provide valuable information and examples to deepen your understanding about Gremlin... but... nothing but hands-on Gremlin Transformation Processes with your Team will integrate your Gremlin as part of your initiated adult Agency. This is amazing good news, because without holding the Gremlin Distinction in the Context of the space, relationships, and projects of your life, they will be Gremlin Spaces, twisted away from whatever other Purpose you might have wished for them. Watch any TV series or film, listen to any 'love song', and what you will experience is the Low Drama of Gremlin feeding. By fully engaging and completing Gremlin Transformation you gain the option that your creation forces can go towards creating High Drama, authentic Collaborative Invention, and Intimacy.
Demon #0
An 'Egostate' is an internally consistent set of ideas, beliefs, attitudes, and behaviors that you Identify yourself with. When you are in this Egostate, you think, feel, and act as if this Egostate were your one-and-only true Egostate, even if you flip to another Egostate only a few seconds later, at which time you will not even remember being in the previous Egostate because you instantly 'identify with' the new Egostate as if it were always there.
An Initiated Adult only identifies themselves with one of their personality characters temporarily and to produce a certain consciously intended effect. Before and after delivering their Conscious Theater, an initiated Adult leaves behind the identities - remaining Disidentified - because then they have less Baggage to carry around while Cavitating and Navigating Spaces, and a greater freedom of movement than is permitted by any identity.
As a child, when you call in and mix in a second Egostate within the framework of your Adut Egostate, no one can control or manipulate you because they have no leverage point. You present yourself as 'an adult' but your adulthood is contaminated. There is no pure adult there in you. The other person requests to speak with your Adult part but you fool them because without switching away from your 'adult' part, you slam them with scared, needy, adaptive Child Egostate behaviors, or critical judging rule-bound Parent Egostate behaviors, or most devious of all, you frighten or destroy them with your irresponsible wild threatening insane Gremlin Egostate behaviors... and you win. You are safe. You survive. It works.
The problem with adopting this Contaminated Adult Egostate Survival Strategy is that at eighteen years old, when you are able to set foot on your authentic Adulthood Path through your Adulthood Healing and Initiatory Processes, your Adult Egostate is not available.
No matter how many Expand The Box Trainings you attend, no matter how many Possibility Labs you participate in, you do not get initiated. Your Gremlin (or Child or Parent) Egostate eats the initiations.
Egostate Contamination is a difficult Survival Strategy from which to extract yourself. Adulthood involves completing and leaving behind childhood, and especially your adolescence, but with Egostate Contamination, your Adult Egostate drags the other Egostates along with it, not wanting to let go of the side-benefits and payoffs of being invulnerable and unassailable when contaminated.
Demon #1
Finding the Deal. Changing the Deal.
Demon #2
In terminology of G. I. Gurdjieff: your 'labyrinth'
Finding the Deal. Changing the Deal.
Demon #3
Finding the Deal. Changing the Deal.
Demon #4
Finding the Deal. Changing the Deal.
Demon #5 And Beyond
EXPERIMENTS
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.11
e.g. Take the Authority to change your S.H.I.T. Thoughtware about Feelings and Emotions. Learn to Consciously Feel.
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.20
Gremlin Type 1 or Type 2
December 2019 in Brazil we discovered that some of us completely suppressed our Gremlin to create a 'good boy' or 'nice girl' survival strategy, and almost all of us have suppressed parts of our Gremlin... parts that are needed to take our authority back, our center back, our feelings back, our real voice back, our life back. We discovered a 'Gremlin Reconstruction Process' to identify and befriend those lost Gremlin parts. Ready for a life change?
Matrix Code SEXABUSE.23
Arrange to have a 2 hour meeting with two other women (if you are a women... do I really have to say this?). Ask them to listen as a Space, that is, to not make comments, to not make interpretations, and to not try to rescue you. They are to be silent total listeners - Possibility Listeners - who might feel something as you speak. If they agree to this, then you can proceed.
Your job is to tell the story of a time you were sexually abused.
Feel your feelings while, at the same time, split off 10% of Your Attention to Observe Yourself while you are telling this story.
After answering the 7 questions above, stop for 3 minutes of complete silence. Keep looking into your listeners' eyes in this silence.
Here is the Radical Responsibility part of this Experiment: Explain to your listeners how exchanging sexual energy and sexual favors is part of your Survival Strategy.
Explain in detail how it happened that you figured out - probably with your father or other male relatives - that you could manipulate them and survive, by being sexy, flirting, sexually teasing.
Then explain how, in this incident of sexual abuse, you chose to be sexually abused rather than to die.
Get it how you caused this incident to occur, and how you have used this sexual abuse story for a long time as a way to avoid truly living, standing up, speaking out, taking risks, creating what you came here to create.
Write down this last part step-by-step down in your Beep! Book.